zephyr story

Why should i lie to myself..... I can't turn back.... I have to move forward.... Have to left everything behind... Terkadang aku rasa benci pada diri sendiri..... Kenapa tidak diri ini merasa berani..... Sampai bila harus takut hadapi kenyataan.... Hidup hanya sekali di dunia ini.... Yer...itu la kenyataan Day after day... I get lost... No guidance.... Just a burden... I hate you so much... PLEASE go far away from me.... Please stop hunt for me... Enough is enough OK..... Beri la ruang pada diri ini.... Memperbetulkan keadaan.... Beri lah bimbingan yang ikhlas.... Jangan di seksa lagi diri ini.... ** ^_~ **

Segala persoalan ku selama setahun kini telah pun terjawab. Alhamdulillah hasil nye dari usaha ku sendiri. Bangga juga pada diri ku, at least dapat tolong diri sediri tanpa perlu pertolongan or nasihat orang lain. Aku telah mengajar diri ku untuk berusaha sendiri dalam mencari jawapan pada sesuatu persoalan dalam hidup ku ini. Mmmmmm....tak pasal2 aku tejumpa plak music ni. Best gak melody dia, "very calm....". Sila kan la menjamu irama music ini yer. =) Segala yang telah berlaku pada hari itu aku terima semua nye dengan hati terbuka. Tidak pula aku merasa sedih atau kecewa dengan jawapan yang telah aku ketemui. Aku gembira, gembira kerana ape yang aku lihat denagn mata ku & mata hati ku, jiwa itu sedang gembira. Terkadang aku rasa kenapa diri ku sendiri tak bole mengecapi kebahagian sediri. Kenapa aku bahagia hanya bila lihat sekeliling ku bahagia? Tuhan mungkin ingin aku belajar sesuatu dari sekelilingku, tapi mungkin juga aku tak mampu untuk melihat & menila...

What do we know about 'Predictive' & 'Reactive' people? I found this article & find it is very interesting to read on it. Let me share these:- What ever position you are, I'm sure part of your task is to solving problem. No matter what the problem has arise. Let put our self in Management position. "Many managers believe that their job is to resolve problems that arise. While that is true, it is only the lesser part of the job. More importantly, a manager's job is to prevent problems. Reactive Management Reactive management deals with problems as they come up. It is a management style that is much admired for its ability to quickly get the resources back into production, whether those resources are machines or people. If you are good at reactive management, you are: Decisive and able to act quickly, Able to find the root cause of events, Creative and able to develop many solutions, Innovative and able to find new ways to solve problems, a...

I was born & ground up in Petaling Jaya, which i could said it  is an awesome place to live in. It is hard for me to explain in words, how happy i am living in Petaling Jaya. Lets the picture tell the stories.... the left hand side is me with my mom, the middle is my late brother and on the right hand side is my cousin with his mom... My cousin, Syed Azlan is just 6 month older than me, but we were born in different years... So consider he is 1 year older than me lah kan... Me & my cousin (i call him Salleh) always being together; play, eat & fighting... I  still remember when my mom told me that when i turn 3 years old we move out from my auntie house (sebenarnya rumah tu rumah my grand parents...my auntie di beri amanah untuk menjaga rumah tu sementara my grand parents duk kat Melaka then berpindah pulak ke Ipoh...) We were move to a house at Kelana Jaya...very near to that house (i used to called 'rumah Kampung Tunku' because it is in SS1,...

It been a while i have not having friendly conversation with...... Seen the smile face but yet deep inside a worried filling, make me feel so guilty. I know how i had smashed someone feeling; who truly love & care about me. I'm so sorry...... I don't mean to smashed your feeling. I still can remember what you say that day..."dah tak suke buang je la buat pe simpan2 lagi..." "..eeee sakit hati ni, tak yah la ckp lagi....." Yes you don't have to talk about it.....me myself feel more hurt. I promise you my dearest.....i will end this....ASAP before year 2011 end. I'll do this just for you... I want you to give me a big smile without feel worried about me in deep inside your heart. I want to be like you, have a good career, good family & friends. I want to be close to you like we used to be before, long long long time ago. I will always visit you, no whether just a few minutes. I need your support & advices. Rindu sangat ma...