zephyr story

i would like to fine few books over this weekend......   these 2 books has inspired me over pass 2 weeks. the book by Queen Noor......... "Leap of Faith is the dramatic and inspiring story of an American woman's remarkable journey into the heart of a man and his nation." "Born into a distinguished Arab-American family and raised amid privilege, Lisa Halaby joined the first freshman class at Princeton to accept women, graduating in 1974 with a degree in architecture and urban planning.Two years later, while visiting her father in Jordan, she was casually introduced on the airport runway to King Hussein. Widely admired in the Arab world as a voice of moderation, and for his direct lineage to the prophet Muhammad, Hussein would soon become the world's most eligible bachelor after the tragic death of his wife. The next time they met, Hussein would fall headlong in love with the athletic, outspoken daughter of his longtime friend. After a...

Ya Allah! What happen....this was me inside the train this morning. While try to have a nap in the train (as usual i will do every morning during my travel to work) my tears keep on dropping... no matter how hard I try...the tears still drops... was this really me inside or someone else...aaarrrggghhh... BE STRONG IZZAN PLSSSSSS... when I arrive at the Mid Valley station my tears still there.... STOP CRYING IZZAN PLSSSSS..... No one really can understand what i feel inside...there just pretending...pretend that they know what i feel & what the hard time i have to go through...  yes everyone thinks i am a happy go lucky girl.... they love to look at my face because they said i always smile.... but they don't know that inside me i always cry...huhuhu Friends....dear friends, I'm sad and depressed I'm weak an abused. I'm told I'm bad. I just don't know what to do. Dear Friends, I feel left out Feel like no one ...

Last Friday I had to go to MK10 Penthouse in Jalan Kiara 1. Took taxi at Mid Valley....skali BG la ploks..... "Jalan Kiara 1 yer...", I told the taxi draver. "Ok naik la...", said the taxi draver. Luckly I've been company by my practical student (Nazrin). When we enter the taxi Nazrin look at me and I look at him...hehehe gasak la BG pun BG la janji sampai... the funny thing is when we start to talk , that time   la the taxi driver turn on the radio,   its loud dooooh.......but we don't realy care...we still keep on chit chatting UNTIL.... the taxi driver drop us at....(see the image below...huhuhu) aduuuuuuuuuuuussssssssssss.....seng.....betul la taxi driver ni. OK we just drop off the taxi and try to figure out where is the Jalan Kiara 1. It was our luck that the weather are not that hot like usual (@ 10.30am). We have to walk all the way further to Jalan Kiara 1, to reach to MK10. So that morning was my 1st time after 10 years not ...

april...bulan yang di tunggu2 setiap tahun..hehehe bulan april supposedly to be a happy month.... BIRTHDAY!!!! YEAH!!! Its my birthday month....and also others birthday too (people in my life) BUT!!!! It has been turn into otherwise...huhuhu Let me share pictures of happiness (but not inside indeed) happy birthday dear boss....cheer up life goes on =) boss: this would be our cake izan yar.... me: no no no....its your cake............ boss: no it is our cake..u & me.............. me: =)................................................. he is happy outside but sad inside....so sorry for what had happen to you....but what ever it is you have to think positive =)...... Today is my vogue, lovely, sweet friend, deary Amirah Bakri birthday....Happy Birthday Miera!!!! Time changes everything in our life....me & miera always celebrate our birthday together during our school life, we never forget each other birthday....now when time has cha...

Siang semalam aku di kejut kan dengan pangilan tepon dr seorang brother ni....hehehehe....dalam ati aku berdekup kencang gak la....alamak dia & family nak datang umah ke....aku dah la tenagh dalam delima dengan orang dalam umah ni.... =) heeee....rupa2 nyer dia mengajak aku lepak kat Sek4 BBB....kata nya ade buka booth...."jom la datang...anak2 & wife pun ade skali ni..." "OK memang nak keluar pun ni....nanti jumpa kat sana yer..." "OK abang tunggu...." Fuuuhhhh....ingat nak datang umah tadi.... Budak2 ni pun satu hal laaah....dah tau nak keluar dah kul 10.30am tak mandi2 lagi ni....."KAKAK....MAMAN....MANDI...." seperti kebiasaan klau time weekend tak dengar suara mummy dia menjerit tak sah la kan..... Lewat gak la keluar umah....tunggu budak2 ni siap...macam tunggu 10 orang anak bersiap....uuuurrrrgggghhhh Bila kat teras Jenang....tiba2 otak aku ni jadi tak menentu plak...Sek4 ni kat mane sebenar nye....nama je duk kat Bangi....tap...

ini bukan nak mengungkit...tapi sekadar untuk memberi kesedaran pada insan yang lalai dalam melaksanakan tanggungjawab yang telah diamanahkan pada nya... selepas dugaan yang pertama aku di uji... walaupun dalam hati penuh dengan rasa dendam... tapi aku masih boleh berfikir dengan waras... aku telan juga hempedu yang di beri... dalam melangkah ke tahun ke 4 ulang perkahwinan kami... aku di uji lagi... kali ini kedua dua anak aku pula terpaksa keluar masuk hospital... kerana menghidapi 'bronchopneumonia' & 'asthma' yang agak serius... waktu itu aku betul betul jatuh tersungkur...payah untuk aku bangkit semula... hanya air mata peneman aku di waktu malam... hidup aku kosong & penuh dengan kegelapan... kesian pada anak anak yang terpaksa menjadi mangsa keadaan & menanggung penyakit yang mereka hidapi... dan setiap malam juga aku tidak putus putus berdoa pada Allah agar pulihkan penyakit anak anak aku & berikan aku kekuatan & kesabaran y...

today...OMG its already today 7/2/12 & it is 3.20am (while i'm starting to write in this blog). i'm so happy today.... entah kenapa pagi2 buta ni aku rasa mcm tak nak tdo aje....dia yang baru aku kenali telah mencuit hati ku dari gerak lenggok budi bicara dia....dia memang lelaki....seorang lelaki & muslimat yang sejati...terasa kerdil diri ini tuk terus berkawan dengan dia...lihat pada gambar2 dia...buat hati ku rasa tenang & ingin selalu tersenyum...tapi sayang orang sebaik dia tak de lagi teman hidup walaupun usia dia akan menjejak ke angka 40 pada tahun ini.....aku tak bole lupa pada anggan2 & impian dia.... " i wish one day i may have my own family.. .. wife and kids..." " i like child beri2 much... esp..boy.. i nak ajak main bola.. ikut i g pasar.. cuci keta....g surau/masjid etc" WOW...best nyer if my kids dapat father macam dia ni....so good... dia ni suka duk umah je klau time tak keje...jarang nak keluar...tengok pada g...