What I Feel...Why?

"You’re there but not really. You’re mine but not really. I never really had you so I never really lost you. I suppose I’ll just be this someone wishfully thinking. I had you, you had me but then again not really."

This keeps bordering me all this time. I want to focus on my work but yet i need someone to be beside me, give support & cheer me up. When i meet "someone", i feel the happiness will come back but at the same time its really make me mad.......


How long do i have to live like this....i need peaceful life PLEASE......

Where are you dear....just where are u my HAPPINESS....!!!