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#kejadianmalamsemalam #hitpretenddontknow #tiger #catpop #catidol #mysunshine #sosad #collagemaker #jhyidea -izzan-

#shamanedahfamily #kazenwedding  #glasshouseatseputeh #aizatamdan # hanierafm #collagemaker #photosnap #jhyidea -izzan-

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try something new & something people love to eat is my treasure now... *soon it open to orders... #collagemaker #photosnap #jhyidea #eatingstory -izzan-

*is there any meanings behind these dream... **why the ugly monkey...why that old house... why my 2 cats have to died...why is my uncle in my dream...why must i had these dream... #collagemaker #photosketch #jhyidea #sadstory -izzan-

"Secret Love Affair" tells the story of secret romance between Oh Hye-Won, a woman in her 40's, and Lee Sun-Jae, a man in his 20's. Oh Hye-Won, works as the director of planning for the Seohan Arts Foundation. She is elegant and excels at dealing with other people. Oh Hye-Won becomes involved in a love affair with Lee Sun-Jae. He is genius like pianist in his 20's. I just finished watch this drama 2 weeks ago. At first this drama wasn't on my Korean-drama list, but after a few review on this drama I have a courage to watch it until the end. I was blown away by the brilliance of this drama. The majestic combination of perfect acting by Yoo Ah In and breathtaking portrayal of their passion, the amazing directing and cinematography, and most of all the phenomenal choice of classical music got me hooked. I am so in love with this drama because they played so many beautiful pieces of classical geniuses music such as Mozart, Beeth...

Menarik pula baca surat khabar semalam, nak pula berita tentang sukan Olimpik Rio 2016... Tapi....Izan bukan nak kupas berita tentang sukan Olimpik ni. Ada satu artikal dalam surat khabar Kosmo yang Izan baca, menarik untuk dikongsi bersama; "Model Jepun 47 tahun seperti remaja". Haaa...menarik tak topik tu...macam menarik kan. Well...baca artikal yang Izan snap dibawah ni, memang seperti remaja sis Mizutani ni... Hmmm...nak kena tidur secukupnya, menjauhi amalan merokok...haaaa dan paling penting bersenam setiap hari serta amalkan pengambilan makanan seimbang... Let me ask myself; ~ do i have enough sleep = lately ni macam tak cukup tidur je, kul 3 or 4 pagi kang baru lah mata ni nak lelap...kul 5.30 pagi dah kena kejut dengan alarm...huhuhu [bangun! bangun! jerit alarm tu] ~ do i smoke = off coz NO... ~ do i exercise = kadang-kadang aje, itu pun bila berat naik mendadak baru sibuk nak bersenam bagai...hehehe ~ do i take balanced food / do i diet = mmm tak ko...

I don't know why I have to keep this for so long...found these 2 years ago... The write up were wrote back then in the year 2008...guest this is before and the new challenge begin. ***** Today I realized how amazing the human mind is, how it has the capacity to think on many levels interchanging emotional reasoning and being able to feel so many different thing done to different stimuli and thought processes. Today I saw in people faces interesting emotions when confronted with emotional news that could affect their lives or livelihood. I also felt what it was like to be on the receiving end of emotional news. I also realized that to lie is acceptable for my done of another person.  [Wow! What was that, what does he mean by his words…surprised to read this first page?] Today I didn’t feel hate for another. Today I didn’t feel anger. Today I didn’t feel afraid. Today I felt concern. Today I felt sadness. Today I felt like so many other people in this ...

hope this time i will keep updating my blog... lately i more stick to my IG... even my FB pun sunyi sepi kadang2 aje update sbb ada link dengan IG... dalam menyepikan diri ada beberapa 'cerpen' yang i have wrote... sure i will share it here... today itself i posted a story...a story from someone i get to know... just share the story...ada pengajaran di sebalik cerita itu... terima kasih kerana masih sudi berkunjung & membaca blog ini... thank you so much... till we meet again... ;-)

hhammm...kembali lagi setelah hampir 3 bulan tidak menjenggah disini... why would i come back...??? well...later will be missing without a single word... wonder how this blog going to help me... beb...you want me to start it again...so i do... ******* thanks dear for sharing your spirit... now & here i share my feeling about you... hmmm...sorry it has to be here... coz i know you sure will read this... why i can't accept you has my lover... why do i keep distance from you... only one reason...that is i'm afraid of losing you forever... i need you as my 'sahabat selamanya' you know me better then i do and...i know you... that is why... "kamu cukup jadi sahabat aku... aku bisak janji sama kamu...kamu tak akan pernah kehilangan aku... sampai maut pisahin kita... kerana suatu saat akan ada orang yang patahin hati aku... saat itu aku akan butuh kamu untuk peluk aku..." "aku sayang sama kamu... sama gayak bintang ngak akan p...

hari ni angin di luar teramatlah kencang... habis terbalik pasu2 bunga abah... abah pula tiba2 rasa tak sedap badan... demam la tu...ajak g klinik tak moh... dogel abah den ni...babap kang baru tau =D angin dalam badan ni pun sama kencang gak... tiba2 plak hari ni semuanya nak kelam kabut... sakit kepala dibuatnya... kesian damia, makan tengah hari td sebelum ke sekolah pun sampai nak tercekik dibuatnya... sebabnya nasi lambat masak... lauk pun lambat masak... tak tau nak salah kan siapa... izan macam biasa sepanjang minggu ni bz buat kuih orang tempah... macam dah nak raya la plak... hehehe *klau ada sapa2 nk rasa kuih izan meh pm izan ek...(iszann@gmail.com)* dalam hal macam ni tak boleh nak mengeluh... sebab ni kan rezeki... ini lah pun sumber rezeki izan & anak2... ok maman pun dah balik... masa untuk izan membz kn diri ini... salam tengah hari... - izzan-

when people said you should do business... you eager want to do it... yes that's good... just an image you said we will work hard together... yes a sincere heart has put into it... although the other hands it is a bit difficulty...(beban dibahu tak tertanggung, but its ) when the sales come...alhamdulillah we should says all sold... it is a good start... but...yes this is the difficult part... feels stressed in some point... it show that you not as smart as everyone thought you good in business... it is so frustrated that you started to blame others because of small profits... again and again you did the same mistake... tired & give up... is there any other ways to solve this complicated issue... when people give advice listen & consider... never look down on other people... humans never always live on their past forever... humans do change... believe in Allah's will... you pray... you said you're learning more to be a ...

sojuk eh suhu kat luar rumah ni... kek dalam rumah paneh... (hehehe nogori la sangat =P) rasa macam nak pasang kemah & tidur kat luar rumah je... hmmm...boleh lena ke ber'camping' kat luar rumah ni... ramai sangat tetamu yang tak diundang kang dok menyinggah kat kemah... sapa tetamu tu...? kalau yang menyinggah tu burung hantu ka...musang ka... rasanya boleh lagi tahan... tapi kalau yang ni; 'mek menjalar', 'cik tee', abam 'pat pat siku lipat' (yang ni memang izan anti betul...nampak dari jauh pun izan boleh menjerit...gegar satu taman bangi ni...khikhikhi), anjing liar & yang paling seram bila 'tok wan lipas' terbang menyinggah...owh! mau runtuh kemah tu dibuat nye... ok la...itu semua angan2 je la nak berkemah di luar rumah kan... tak sanggup den...mau keras badan ni buatnya... panas betul malam ni... esok hari minggu...nak buat apa yer... ** mek menjalar ~ ular cik tee ~ tikus abam pat pat siku lip...

sebelum mulakan cerita hari ini... ingin izan ambil kesempatan ini untuk mengucapkan... ******* hari ini kami pergi window shopping.... tak sempat nak masuk kedai lagi, Pah dah merenggek kelaparan... aik belum kul 12 lagi... ok kami ikutkan aje... hmmm...ingat lagi tak iklan raya ..Petronas tahun 2007... tak ingat...? meh izan kongsikan disini; setiap kali temankan nenek kesayangan izan ni... ni la dia satu-satunya nenek @ Pah kesayangan yang izan ada... tengok tu sedap je makan ABC... nasi tadi makan 3 suap je, pastu kata dah kenyang... bila offer ABC, tuh diaq setengah mangkuk dia makan... tak kisahlah kan asal happy & mau makan... balik pada cerita asalnya... Pah izan ni macam orang yang dalam iklan Petronas tu... suka berulang-ulang tanya... "izan makan apa tu?" "pancakes pah, pah nak ke?" "tak lah pah tanya aje." selang 3 minit... "apa tu," sambil menuding jari ke pinggan izan.....

hari ni enjoy the seaside view & angin sepoi2 bahasa di tepi pantai... sambil2 memerhatikan anak2 berendam dalam laut... sib baik lah hujan petang cepat berhenti... kalau tidak gigit jari lah masing2... sambil2 tu layan youtube...(coz tak de orang nak ajak sembang ni...huhuhu ~ opah & uncle izan tengah syok layan mimpi dalam bilik resort) alamak...izan tertengok...ok izan ulang sekali lagi... TERtengok ok #mvgtop ni... (tak tau lah sejak bila izan boleh terminat giler dengan group 'big bang' dari korea ni...) tajuk lagu ~ window, by G-dragon... eeeekkk...mmmeeeeeekkkkk...huuuuewwaaaaaaa... thats my impression...first time tengok pun #mvgtop ni...why lar...WHY... melody lagu ni izan suka sebab ia bukan heavy melody...nak pulak dengar lagu ni kat tepi pantai...layan je... let me share the mv here; *klau x suka jangan tengok yer...and sorry to share such mv here...* damia cakap, "laaa mommy baru tahu ke...kebanyak kpop artis kan gay...mom...

i don't understand this... or do i need to understand it... gosh! [rasa macam nak mencarut aje...Astaghfirullah halazim...mengucap izan] what do we understand about responsibility...? out of 100 people around us how many we can count on... [mata untuk melihat, telinga untuk dengar & akal untuk berfikir] those people...are they really sincere or just to SHOW OFF... we ourselves...do we care people around us...do we really really really care about our own family; our parents, our kids, our spouse, our siblings & relatives...??? there is always question marks on this issue... i really don't understand to those people said they care... but those just words... reality they don't care at all... annoying... one day in a fine blue moon... this person will come & explained the reason why they not there when we need them... this just feel annoying...triple annoying to listen to the explanation... what should i do... it just not right for me to WISH tho...

2 3 hari ni angin bertiup kencang di sekitar kawasan rumah ni... bunyi angin jangan cakap la...seram je nak plak angin bertiup belah waktu tengah hari... kalau kena tinggal sorang2 time ni...confirm berselubung mana dengan bulu roma menenggak lagi...huhuhu #scarydo tapi kalau nak ikut kan angin dalam badan ni lagi tiup kencang kot... dugaan... bukan mintak nak sakit pun kan... dah berjangkit...dan pula memang dah lama sakit...orang je tak tau... coz i'm an invisible person...mana nak nampak kan...kwang3x skang ni satu rumah tak sihat sebab berjangkit batuk & demam... yang dah pergi check doktor dah pergi... yang dah kena check darah pun dah buat... yang patut kena pergi check doktor tak nak plak...hmmm hari ni mana2 klinik kat area sini ramai nye manusia...baik kerajaan mahupun swasta... oraite...setop sini dulu coz hp ni dah 2 3 kali jatuh ke lantai sebab tangan ni tak kuat menggenggam... salam tengah hari... happy lunch hour... - izzan-

...was it second times or was it third times i have this dream... jasad ini tiba-tiba hilang sedikit demi sedikit...scary nyer... the first time...seriously macam real... tangan terasa kebas-kebas pastu tiba-tiba 'invisible'...aarrrggghhh dalam pada rasa panik yang terlampau...meronta-ronta... kaki pula 'invisible'...yaaaiiikkksss tersedar dari tidur...menangis...dada terasa sakit kerana degupan jantung yang terlalu pantas... bila ingin bangun dari katil kaki tidak kelihatan... "mana...mana kaki..." meronta dalam rasa panik yang terlampau... menangis teresak-esak... tiba-tiba terasa bahu ini ditepuk-tepuk dan nama ku dipanggil... haaaaa!!! mimpi dalam mimpi rupa nyer... WOooW scary sangat... awal pagi tadi...(terjaga dari mimpi dalam jam 2.57 pagi) mimpi ni lagi scary kot... bukan tangan & kaki je yang 'invisible'... tapi seluruh badan ni yang tidak kelihatan sesikit demi sedikit... insan yang rapat dengan diri ini merayu-rayu agar...

sudah di tahun 2016... masa berlalu pantas... tanpa sedar hari berganti hari... minggu berganti minggu... dan bulan berganti bulan... sama halnya dengan langit & awan... langit tak sentiasa cerah... awan berganti bentuk...berarak lalu... bulan & bintang bersilih temu... begitu jua sifat makhluk bernyawa... sentiasa berubah... sentiasa lupa... sentiasa leka... sukar berbegang pada kata-kata... mudah terguris... hati terhiris dek lidah yang tajam... bertemu berpisah & kemudian bertemu di alam yang lain...lumrah kejadian alam... memandang merenung yang disangka jasad yang hidup... petanda apakah benar atau sebaliknya... bila tergolek mata hanya memandang... bila tegak berdiri telinga sibuk mengesan radar... bila pantas berlari mulut terus mengomel... jelak rasanya... .......................................... [akhirnya jari ini mau berkarya malam ini & hati ini mau meluahkan...syukran jazilan] [to 'oppa' you will always ...